I Did It

I can't believe I went through with it. i killed her. I snuck into her room and ended it. She's dead now.


So why don't I feel anything? I should feel guilty about doing this. So why don't I?

Because guilt is a stupid emotion. All emotions are stupid. It is pointless to feel anything.

Of course. She deserved what I gave her. There no reason to feel bad about it. There's no reason to feel anything about it.

Tara

She went too far today. She harassing me and she said a lot of really hurtful things. I've been  sitting in my room all day crying.

But why am I so sad? Sadness is such a stupid emotion.

I'm sad because of what she said.

Why is that so hurtful? Why do words make me sad?

Because of what they mean, and the way she says them. She's a bitch who makes people sad for her own amusement.

She should be punished.

How? I can't go to the principle. She's on his good side, he won't do anything!

Then I'll have to do it myself.

But what can I do?

I have the sword.

That's crazy! I can't kill someone!

Why not? She deserves it. And no one will ever know...

Tough

I haven't posted in a little while, so here's an update. Those girls are still pushing me around, and I am coming so close to ratting them out to the principle. I've always been scared to tell any one about this, but I'm not as scared anymore.

I've been practicing with Caledfwlch. I think I'm getting... decent. Not very good. Meh.


I'll post more later.