The End Of Emotion

I confronted her in the woods. I had my sword in hand.

She was crying.

"You killed all my friends!" She yelled at me. "Isn't that enough for you!? Aren't you happy yet!?"

"No," I said. "I don't feel happiness. Or sadness. Or Anger. All emotions are pointless. I feel nothing. And in a moment, neither will you."

That was the end of her.















This is my last post. I'm going to leave now, with Caledfwlch. I must punish those who bully others. Not because they make me mad. Not because I find joy in it. Because they deserve it. No other reason.

Dead

I've killed them. It was easier to do then the last time.

Now there is only one left. Maria continues to bully others. She must be stopped, just like the others.

I will be the one to do it.

Caledfwlch and I will deliver justice unto her.

Hectic

The past couple weeks have been crazy. The police are still looking for Tara's killer. They don't know it's me yet. I've hidden away Caledfwlch so that they can't trace it back to me.

Jessica and Cassandra have been tormenting my friend Jackie.. they think it was her. Jackie is the one I was accused of being lesbian with. I swear, I give her one hug in the middle of the hallway to comfort her after a big breakup, and suddenly the entire school think I'm gay.

They keep treating her so cruelly. I need to do something.

Perhaps I should have them join their friend in hell...

I Did It

I can't believe I went through with it. i killed her. I snuck into her room and ended it. She's dead now.


So why don't I feel anything? I should feel guilty about doing this. So why don't I?

Because guilt is a stupid emotion. All emotions are stupid. It is pointless to feel anything.

Of course. She deserved what I gave her. There no reason to feel bad about it. There's no reason to feel anything about it.

Tara

She went too far today. She harassing me and she said a lot of really hurtful things. I've been  sitting in my room all day crying.

But why am I so sad? Sadness is such a stupid emotion.

I'm sad because of what she said.

Why is that so hurtful? Why do words make me sad?

Because of what they mean, and the way she says them. She's a bitch who makes people sad for her own amusement.

She should be punished.

How? I can't go to the principle. She's on his good side, he won't do anything!

Then I'll have to do it myself.

But what can I do?

I have the sword.

That's crazy! I can't kill someone!

Why not? She deserves it. And no one will ever know...

Tough

I haven't posted in a little while, so here's an update. Those girls are still pushing me around, and I am coming so close to ratting them out to the principle. I've always been scared to tell any one about this, but I'm not as scared anymore.

I've been practicing with Caledfwlch. I think I'm getting... decent. Not very good. Meh.


I'll post more later.

The Sword

I have it. I found it in the woods again, wrapped it up in a table cloth, and smuggled it back to my house.

I need a name for it. It was sticking out of the ground, kind of like Excalibur.

But that won't do. Too cliche.

How about...

Caledfwlch. One of Excalibur's alternate names. It's perfect!

Very well. I'll call this sword Caledfwlch. It will be my treasure from now on.

Chased

Those girls beat me up today after school. I managed to get away, but they chased me. I ran into the woods and eventually managed to lose them, but I lost myself too. I had no idea where I was. I kept wandering around. That's when I saw it.


There was a sword there, stuck into the ground. It was beautiful, with a gold and ruby hilt, and a long, silver blade. I grasped it, and pulled it from the ground. I have no idea why it was out there, but I wanted it. It was mine. I started cutting my way through the forest. I was able to cut through the branches as if they were nothing.

I made it to the edge of the forest. I couldn't carry the sword home. If someone say me carrying a weapon like this around, I would get in a lot of trouble. So I his it away at the edge of the forest. I'm gonna go back for it tomorrow night, when my mom's asleep and I have something to carry it in without being seen.

Those Assholes!

Those girls chased me home today, pelting me with rocks and screaming "Lesbo! Lesbo!"

I'm not a lesbian! That was just a misunderstanding!


There's 4 girls who torture me like this. There's Jessica, Cassandra, Tara, and Maria. They're all preppy bitches who think they're better than everyone. I can't stand them.

Hello

My name is Diana Rose, and I'm making this blog to vent. Lately, I've been getting pushed around a lot by these girls at school.

I'm 16, slightly overweight, with some mild acne. They keep teasing me about being ugly and fat, which I'm not. That is an exaggeration and they have no right to be treating me like this.

It's not just teasing I have to put up with. I came home with a black eye today. I'm lucky my mom was hungover, so she couldn't bother to notice me as I walked in. My parents divorced 3 years ago, so he's not around any more.

That's another thing. Those girls mock me, saying that he left because he couldn't deal with having such a hideous daughter, which is a load of bullshit. My parents got divorced because my dad was cheating, and my mom took him to court over it. I had nothing to do with it.

I just needed to get some stuff off my chest. I'll probably post more later.